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Deep Blue: From Chiran
Special Attack Air Base (1996)
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Last Letters of Second Lieutenant Masashi Ōhira to His Wife and Parents
On April 12, 1945, Second Lieutenant Masashi Ōhira took
off from Chiran Air Base and died in a special (suicide) attack west of
Okinawa at the age of 22. He was a member of the 20th Shinbu Special
Attack Squadron and piloted an Army Hayabusa Type 1 Fighter (Allied
code name of Oscar). After his death in a special attack, he received a promotion to
Captain. He
was from
Shirakawa City in Fukushima Prefecture, attended Hōsei University in Tōkyō, and was a member of the 1st
Class of the Army Special Cadet Officer Pilot Training (Tokubetsu Sōjū Minarai
Shikan) Program.
He wrote the following two final letters, one to his wife Fukuko and another
to his parents:
To my most beloved wife,
Fukuko, for a long time you did your very best as a person who wanted to
care for me. I was happy. There was not such happiness in my lifetime.
I am quite happy. I am happy. Locking away in my heart the memory of this
happiness, I will aim at and instantly sink an enemy ship.
Please follow well the things that I told you up to now and raise
Shun'ichi to be a fine child.
To me you were a wife who was superior. You were a wife who was too good
for me. At the end, I am thankful.
I did not know a woman except for only you. I feel like you alone who I
sheltered for a long time were the woman for me in all the world. I
believe that your feelings are the same as mine. Please keep your virtue
until the end. I also kept it until the end. The reason is that virtue is
the most important thing for a woman.
Afterward, please stick to my parents and do well for them. Take good
care of yourself.
I relied on you for Shun'ichi. I relied on you for Shun'ichi.
Forgive the misfortune of my going before you.
Farewell. Farewell forever. Farewell.
Masashi
Dear Father and Mother,
You have cared for me for a long time. It is regrettable that I will
leave without having been able to do anything for you in the more than 20
years since I was born into this world. From the ancient past, persons were
told to leave a scratch on the Earth so that there would be one unique place
that they would leave behind. What I leave behind is only that I truly
regret my lack of filial piety. What must one say about such a pitiful
person? However, I will eradicate this dishonor in a single blow.
Father, I am a fortunate person. I have found a place to die. I surely
will die here. In my heart is only certain death and sure kill, and I
certainly will carry it out. I will accomplish my mission. As an Imperial
military man, I will fall splendidly in my mission.
I request that you handle matters after I die. Fukuko and Shun'ichi,
instead of me, will show filial piety to you after I die. I promise only
this. I believe that this surely will make amends.
Father and Mother, please treat Fukuko and Shun'ichi only with love more
than me.
Facing death, I request only this. This is the last selfishness in my
life. Please grant this without saying anything.
If seen by a third person, he may think that perhaps it is my past where
I was before. Despite this, I have confidence that there was no happier
person than I was in this world.
In any case, please take care of them. Fukuko also probably is
lonely. As for making the request, there are only you Father and Mother. I
want you to understand what is inside of my heart.
Without fail let Shun'ichi give help with my mortuary tablet.
Father, I request that you handle Shun'ichi's education expenses. Please
raise him to be a fine person beyond me. I think that it is not possible for
Fukuko to raise him excellently all on her own. If it could be, I have
absolutely nothing to support them. For her to do it all on her own frugally
would be hopeless. I am depending on you.
With my death in battle, I ask you to register officially Fukuko and
Shun'ichi as family members. They are my wife and child. To you Father and
Mother, they are your daughter-in-law and grandson.
However, since you are humans, I think that you will not abandon them.
I can die feeling assured.
To my younger brothers and sisters, I request that they study as hard as
they can and become fine persons. Whether they do it or not, there is only
one heart of parents.
When Older Brother returns home, please tell him clearly what is in my
heart. Older Brother certainly will understand what is in my heart. However,
please find a bride for him so that the fine Ōhira Family may have an heir.
When I say only this, there is nothing more at all to say.
Father and Mother, going shortly before you, I will be waiting for you in
that world. I will later listen leisurely to your stories after this time.
Finally, I pray for the health of you first and everyone.
I pray for the prosperity of the Empire of Japan and for a very long
existence for the Ōhira Family. I perhaps can return home one more time.
From Masashi, a divine eagle
Ōhira also wrote the following diary entries during the last week prior to
his final sortie from Chiran Air Base on April 12, 1945:
I am adding to my battlefront diary that I sent to you the other day.
April 6
Even though I made a sortie in high spirits and went to near the island
of Iōjima [1], there was a signal from a Type 3
Fighter. I understood that there had been a change in enemy movements, so I
returned to base. How I have not been blessed with battle fortune.
Recently I have become familiar with the staff officers. They listen to
everything that I say. What gracious things. They are all about the profound
techniques of Captain Hasegawa [2], and some
brought them to tears.
April 7
There was a sortie again, and it was bad weather. My skill was
insufficient. Even though I went as far as Mount Kaimon, there was
completely no visibility. I returned to base again. Wondering whether I was
a bad person at the occasion of death, I deeply hate myself. Father, Mother, and Fukuko, please forgive me. It was all bad weather. It
is not that I alone was bad.
April 8 to 10
With consecutive days of rain, I rested without any hurry. I rested to
the point where my back hurt. I was absorbed in reading. They say that
Captain Hasegawa already died in battle, but there is not yet a definite
report.
On these days there was a variety show in town for comfort of the special
attack squadrons. This was my last enjoyment to view.
April 11
I went to Nyūtabaru Airfield [3] to contact
them. We had a farewell dinner party with the maintenance unit men. I had an
absolutely good feeling. Ah, I was drunk. I was completely drunk. Tomorrow
is the sortie.
Tomorrow is my first battle with a military sword……in high spirits a
cherry blossom will fall. I am in the Special Attack Corps of the skies.
Father, Mother, and Wife, tomorrow there will be the actual departure for
battle. This will be the end. Please be in good health. With one plane for
one ship, I surely will take care of 3,000 men. I certainly will kill them.
Fukuko, I will not give you trouble. For me there truly is no excuse. As
a man it is truly difficult. However, I believe that you understand my
feelings. Even though I die, do not cry. Absolutely do not cry. You are a
military man's wife. You are a military man's wife. Cry for me in your
heart, in your heart. Even though I die, my spirit will be eternally in your
heart. Certainly in a distressing time, I will assist you. You should have
peace of mind. I rely on you for Shun'ichi's matters. I surely rely on you.
Please bring him up to be a good child. Certainly please raise him as my
boy. I do not want to give you to anyone. Please always remain single. I
only pray that you carry through as a divine eagle's wife. I always believed
what you said.
I ask that you handle matters afterward. I request you to show filial
piety to my parents for my part. Be in high spirits.
April 12
As chūtai (squadron) commander, I will hasten to the battlefield
accompanied by OO [4] aircraft. It will put the
Emperor's heart at ease.
I recorded this at 23:00 on April 11.
* * *
I think that in Shirakawa it is the time when cherry blossom buds have
started to come out a little. The cherry trees at Shiroyama and Nanko [5]
and all of the natural scenery in my hometown are remembered fondly.
It is the season of early summer in the land of Chiran. Everywhere the
voices of cicadas can be heard. They are just like the lively send-offs at
our departures.
The Chinese milk vetch flowers also have fallen completely. Probably the
Ōhira countryside has become beautiful with a little bit of Chinese milk
vetch. Many persons enthusiastically adorned us with flowers. They adorned
us beautifully.
The noise of engines is thundering like every day. It is to the point
where my ears hurt.
Today I am a shark for my flight. Moreover, it is the end of my life. I
have no regrets. I have recorded already all of the things that I had to say
and the things that I wanted to write.
Finally, as a shark please give me good food. Certainly give me something
big.
Please take care of matters that I have written down up to now.
Especially, please first officially register Fukuko and Shun'ichi as
family members, and please treat the two of them with love in the same way
as me. This is my request as I face death. Fukuko and Shun'ichi, in place of
me please do your best to show filial piety to my parents. You must be
persons who are not talked about behind their backs.
I am totally disappointed that it has been only fish every day in the
half month since I came here. Each day what I wanted to eat and I wanted to
eat was something made of rice-flour dough. I wanted to eat that delicious
pickled napa cabbage. At least please decorate the Buddhist temple with
them.
Please give my regards to the relatives and Kawakami. Take good care of
yourselves and enjoy good health.
I request that you take care of Fukuko and Shun'ichi.
Fukuko and Shun'ichi, be in high spirits. Farewell.
I am stopping writing at 10:00 on April 12. The sortie is at 12:00. I
will be sinking instantly an enemy ship at 15:00.
That day will be the day of my death.
Masashi Ōhira's day of death is 15:00 on April 12.
Letters translated by Bill Gordon
February 2019
The letters come from Chiran Kōjo Nadeshiko Kai (1996, 26-33). The
biographical information in the first paragraph comes from Chiran Kōjo Nadeshiko
Kai (1996, 26), Chiran Tokkō Irei Kenshō Kai (2005, 163), and Osuo (2005,
195).
Notes
1. Iōjima is 110 kilometers south of the southern
coast of mainland Kagoshima Prefecture.
2. Captain Minoru Hasegawa, 20th Shinbu Squadron
Commander and graduate in the 55th Class of the Army Air Academy, died in a
special attack after a sortie from Tokunoshima on April 2, 1945 (Chiran Tokkō
Irei Kenshō Kai 2005, 165).
3. Nyūtabaru Airfield was a Japanese Army airfield
in Miyazaki Prefecture.
4. OO indicates information that was a military
secret and could not be included in the letter.
5. Shiroyama Park surrounds Komine Castle in
Shirakawa City. Nanko Park is next to Nanko Lake in Shirakawa City.
Sources Cited
Chiran Kōjo Nadeshiko Kai (Chiran Girls High School Nadeshiko
Association), ed. 1996. Gunjō: Chiran tokkō kichi yori
(Deep blue: From Chiran special attack air base). Originally
published in 1979. Kagoshima City: Takishobō.
Chiran Tokkō Irei Kenshō Kai (Chiran Special Attack
Memorial Society), ed. 2005. Konpaku no kiroku: Kyū rikugun tokubetsu
kōgekitai chiran kichi (Record of departed spirits: Former Army Special
Attack Corps Chiran Base). Revised edition, originally published in 2004. Chiran Town, Kagoshima
Prefecture: Chiran Tokkō Irei Kenshō Kai.
Osuo, Kazuhiko. 2005. Tokubetsu kōgekitai no kiroku (rikugun hen)
(Record of special attack corps (Army)). Tōkyō: Kōjinsha.
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